I overslept today and skipped school. I actually felt rather happy when I woke up and found out that it was already late.


It's not fair. He liked me then, but I wasn't interested in him. Now because of what he knew, he's giving up on me. Even after what i told him before, he's decided to give up on me. Sometimes time doesn't heal. Just stands still while we fall in and out of love again. I doubt I'm gonna win you back when you've got eyes like that, that won't let me in. I haven't got a clue if you're the one, but I like you. And I like how you make me feel. I want to do this right, I don't want to feel unsure like the last time. Sometimes, getting what you want is just as difficult as not getting what you want. Because then you have to figure out what to do with it. Instead of figuring out what to do without it. I don't want us to fall apart today. Or ever, really. You're the one who said you'll never leave.

The thing is, he's not replying to my text messages.
I haven't even told him how i feel about him yet.

Sad.