I'm one of those people who don't mind being alone. I do think we all need to shut out the world once in a while. But lately, I have the hardest time being alone. I don't like staying in alone at night. I haven't been reading very much. And I plan to change that. I don't even like the moments right before I fall asleep. And these said moments are longer and longer every night, because I can't even sleep. Changes don't come easily to me. I don't like changing. I don't know if I like not liking solitude. I feel chaotic. [Probably because I've been watching the reruns of Lost.] I can't concentrate on anything. I feel distracted all the time. It's like I'm not getting anything done. I'm in a constant state of want.