Monday, October 12, 2009
I keep on thinking about him since yesterday. I saw him today at school, he saw me saw him. I told myself that he had a choice. Surprisingly, he came and sat with them. I was ecstatic. Maybe he wanted to be near, or maybe he just wanted to hang with his friends. Either way, I was indeed ecstatic. But Melissa, that doesn't mean anything, remember? He doesn't know you, you don't even know him. Why the sudden interest? Honestly, I don't even know. But the only thing I know is that whenever I close my eyes, I think of him. But seriously, who am I kidding? We don't know each other. We're both from totally different groups. Oh well, yesterday was fun while it lasted. Exams are finally over, except for POA. I think I'm already eligible to celebrate since I already gave up on POA. Also, Physics paper today was surprisingly easy. Really. I think I'm actually proud of myself. The last minute revision thing, waking up extremely early at 4 in the morning to study and everything else. Now that I think about it, I deserve to pass and get promoted. Hell will break loose if i fucking retain. See, as I'm typing this line, he and his smile is on my mind again. Bloody hellllllllllllllllllll.
4:02 PM
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